Long Time, No Blog...

Its been a while since I last wrote. Feels like a million events have occurred, yet I have nothing to contribute to this entry. My (then) boyfriend has proposed to me and we have been married. We moved in together, in a condo on the beach where he is stationed. Its so beautiful to look off my balcony and see the ocean, but so sad when you watch the waves crash and there is no one by your side. My newly wed (aug 19, 2010) husband was deployed to Afghanistan in October-ish. Its been a strange, lonely ride. I cant say that I'm not strong enough to face this deployment, because i'm already way passed half way, but i'm saying i never wanted to be left here, alone. Then again, who ever wants to be left by the ones they love. On the bright side, he's a million miles away and he still makes me fall more in love with him every day. I keep him in my heart but i try not to miss him too much because it would only cause pain. I feel a warm breeze and i know its him sending me a kiss, but its bitter sweet...for i long to kiss his lips. two more months.......till life is normal again. But whats normal to a Marine Wife, is never truly normal at all.